same shit, different day

this is why I cant win at poker, all these hands from within one hour of playing on ftp

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4297993P

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298003P

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298006P

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298007P

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298009P

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298012P

I also missed 3 variations of big draws like pairs + a flush draw, or open ended straight flush draws for conisderable sized pots. I just cannot for my fucking life, get anything good going in poker what so ever. It's fucking demoralizing, its killing me, and its breaking me down.

I just got back from a week long great vacation, felt damm good coming in tonight, and started off doing well, going up 2 buyins. I took the first 3 beats well and even congratulated the donks saying "nh's" etc... but then the bs got poured on ,like it inevitibly always does, and I just had to quit before I lost it and started tearing shit apart.

granted I only lost a buyin tonight, but for fucks sake, i should be winning all that fucking money, and not be down 10 buyins this month.

idk what to do, im plugging away at hands like everybody recommends. I'm just trying to break through this shit hole variance run but with no success. ive logged the most hands in a month ever, 17k and i still took over 10 days off cuz of family things.

funny how this fucking game works out aint it

hope my luck changes, i hate being this giant ball of negativity. peace

ps, fwiw id have been down a shit load more if not for this great fucking read/call

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4298029P